What did I learn about God and myself?
In John 1, I didn't find an account of the birth of Jesus. John describes Jesus as the Word. He is telling the Jews and Greeks that for centuries they have been talking, thinking and writing about the "Word". Now he is telling them who the Word is. In what had to be a shocking statement, he states "the Word became flesh". It's still hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that God came to dwell with us. He experienced life in perfect human form. He experienced all the emotions that I go through. He experienced temptation like I do. He experienced death so I could have life beyond here.
It is so comforting to know that I have a Father in heaven that loves me enough who sent His one and only Son to come to earth and become flesh. Unconditional love was His motivation. In His time on earth, He served. He met the needs of the people who needed Him the most. He taught those whose hearts and minds were open to Him. He rebuked and confronted those whose hearts were hard and misguided. And yet, He forgave and died for them too. Lord, I want to live my life out in response to this love. My obedience comes from my gratitude for what you have done and what you are going to do through me.
In John 2. there is brief section of scripture that describes Jesus going into Jerusalem at Passover. There would be thousands of people there at that time. Jesus notices the sellers of sacrificial animals and the money changers "doing business" and He becomes quite upset. Because He was without sin, He wasn't angry and out of control. He was passionate and very calculated. According to the Law, animal sacrifices were required but it was difficult to bring them from long distances. So lucrative businesses sprang up, often with the sellers gouging the faithful by charging high prices. They were preying on the poor. Judea was under Roman rule and the money in use was a Roman coin. However, the temple tax required by Jewish Law was "half a shekel", a Jewish coin. Money changers provided the convenience to exchange the Roman coin for a Jewish coin. For a fee of course. Changing money was very profitable and it lead to fraud and oppression of the poor. Therefore Jesus "cleansed" the temple by driving them all out.
This was a statement about the authority of Jesus, not violence. Cleansing is a big part of the ministry of Jesus. He wants to remove anything that is impure from my life. Do I have the same passion to "cleanse" my life that Jesus had to cleanse His Father's house? John is teaching me the process in which Jesus does His work. There is first a conversion, then there is a cleansing. Lord, help me to remove any impure parts of my life. My life is supposed to be a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to You. Holy Spirit, cleanse me today.
In John 3, I found the most popular verse for Christians in the bible. John 3:16 shows us the object of God's love. God didn't wait for us to turn to Him before He loved the world. He loved and gave His only begotten Son to the world when it was still the world! The Jews of that day rarely thought that God loved the world. Many of them thought that God only loved Israel. The universal offer of salvation and life in Jesus was revolutionary. This verse describes the recipient of God’s love. God loves the world, but the world does not receive or benefit from that love until it believes in Jesus, the gift that the Father gave. This describes the intention of God’s love. God’s love actually saves man from eternal destruction. This describes the duration of God’s love. The love we receive among people may fade or turn, but God’s love will never change.
Wow! It is very humbling when I quietly reflect on this verse. Most of my life I have felt that I'm not good enough to be a follower of Jesus. I'm just going to mess it up. Yet, God still loved me. He died for me. He wants a relationship with me, even if I am messed up and broken. Because of the blood of His Son Jesus, I can come before Him and receive the gift of salvation and be made new. I can't earn it like everything else. I just have to accept Him and believe He is who He says He is. Lord, there are not words to truly describe what I'm feeling right now. In the midst of chaos around me, I feel peace. I feel accepted. I feel loved. I am grateful.
In John 4, I learned about an encounter that Jesus has with a Samaritan women at a well. Jesus felt the need to go through Samaria. Although the road through Samaria was the shortest route from Jerusalem to Galilee, Jews often avoided it. They did so because there was a deep distrust and dislike between many of the Jewish people and the Samaritans. In my research I discovered that when the Babylonians conquered the southern kingdom of Judah, they took almost all the population captive, exiling them to the Babylonian Empire. All they left behind were the lowest classes of society, because they didn’t want these lowly regarded people in Babylonia. These ones left behind intermarried with other non-Jewish peoples who slowly came into the region, and the Samaritans emerged as an ethnic and religious group. Jesus went there because there was need for Him to be known there. The conversation starts with Jesus asking for a drink. By tradition, a rabbi would not speak with a woman in public, not even with his own wife. It was also very unusual for a Jewish person of that time to ask a favor or accept a drink from a Samaritan’s cup. Jesus’ request genuinely surprised the woman. Jesus drew the woman into conversation, making her curious about several things. He mentions "living water". In ancient times they called spring water living water because it seemed alive as it bubbled up from the ground. At first glance, it might seem that Jesus told this woman about a nearby active spring. But Jesus made a play on words with the phrase “living water,” because He meant the spiritual water that quenches spiritual thirst and gives life. Jesus made an amazing offer. What he offered to this woman, and to anyone who would drink, was something to give lasting satisfaction. Jesus then began to speak of her sinful life and she is amazed and thinks He is a prophet. They then get into a discussion on worship in which Jesus professes to be the Messiah. The woman is so impressed with her time with Jesus, that she leaves her waterpot and went back into the city. Her story is so convincing that others come to Jesus and the disciples.
This is an amazing story. There is so much to learn from it. What impacted me first was the heart of Jesus to meet with a woman during the middle of the day at a well in Samaria. This was radical for a teacher to speak with a woman, especially a Samaritan woman. Jesus came to elevate this woman. He valued her. Second was how He talked to her. He spoke to her from a spiritual standpoint but in terms that she would relate to. They were at a well. She came for water. He compared Himself to living water that would never leave anyone thirsty. This experience with Him was going to be life giving for her, just like water is. What a special moment to be in conversation with Christ. But then, the conversation turns to her life. Jesus reveals her sin, and yet she doesn't get confrontational. She start to realize that this is more than just a wandering Jew. He is the Messiah. From my own experience, as I learn about Jesus and experience Him through the Word, it ishard not be convicted about my sin. This is a good thing, because I need to learn to hate sin as much as God does. In the end, Jesus uses the testimony of this woman to bring others to Him. In one conversation she believes, and even though she is a sinner, she has a story to tell about who Jesus is. Lord, thank your meeting me right where I am. Thank you for loving me enough to reveal my sin, but forgiving me and loving me anyway.
In John 5, I was drawn to verses 31 and 32. Like anyone else, it was not enough for Jesus to simply claim things about Himself. There had to be outside and independent witnesses to His true identity and nature. Jesus was first spoke of John the Baptist. The religious leaders accepted the work of John the Baptist for a time. They needed to continue to believe John regarding Jesus the Messiah. Jesus claimed another witness regarding His identity, the very works that He did. The Jews looked for a miraculous Messiah, but they did not look for One who would express His miraculous power in simple acts of compassion and mercy. In virtually every work and word of Jesus, God the Father testified to Jesus status as the Son of God. If religious leaders study of the Scriptures was accurate and sincere, they would see that they spoke of the Messiah, God the Son. The religious leaders were not willing, even though they had all the testimony one could have wanted. They were concerned with a man’s honor, not the honor that comes from God.
The religious leaders had all of this evidence that Jesus was the Son of the Living God yet they still did not accept Him. This was clearly a heart issue. They were trying to hide behind their intellectual reasoning. They did not desire the love and honor that comes from God. This rejection of Jesus left them open to terrible deception. I learned that there is all the evidence needed to believe in Jesus. But that is not what saves me. Jesus wants my heart. He wants me to believe in who He is. He wants me to come before Him empty, so He can fill me up with His love. This requires humility and gratitude. Lord, there is so much evidence to logically prove You are the Son of God. Help me with my unbelief. Help me with my doubt. I want to come before you humble and with open hands ready to receive your love.